Archive for May, 2011

Talk

20May11

I talked to him yesterday. He was polite and friendly, but no interest at all. He just seemed to make fun of me, mostly kindly, but still. I can’t wait to get out of school and not see him again more than probably twice a year.


Exams

17May11

I have 9 exams over the next month or so. It all starts tomorrow – the first written exam. I wish all my exams were written so I did not have to get so nervous. I think it might be healthy, though, for me to focus on school and forget about those things I can’t […]


Honestly….

15May11

Honestly I don’t know why I can’t seem to find a little fraction of love? I know I shouldn’t be looking and I am not really, because I am too busy ignoring and being bothered by the guy who doesn’t want me. I don’t understand why single guys don’t like me? My guy friends with […]


positivity?

11May11

Positivity? Where have you gone? I know these last posts have been whine, whine and whine. I am actually believe it or not a rather positive person, everything right now seems to go wrong for me. One of my best friends is mad at me and so disappointed and I can’t really do anything about […]


What?

10May11

I just bailed on a biiiig camping trip with like 100 people from school. It sounds awesome, I know. But I don’t bother these people right now. I hurt my best friend, because she will not go because I won’t. And she has talked about it for 6 months. I just don’t have the money […]


Home

09May11

Today I stayed home from school. I just couldn’t bear seeing all those faces even though a lot of them are dear to my heart. I felt dizzy just at the feeling of going to school and people talking about prom. It felt like a heavy stone laying on top of my head just pulling […]


Hello internet.

08May11

Hi internet, my name is V and I am a girl at the age of 19, who cannot seem to find the right guy. I know some of you might be thinking 19 – she has a lot of time and maybe I do, but I feel lonely and I want to try not being […]