Today I stayed home from school. I just couldn’t bear seeing all those faces even though a lot of them are dear to my heart. I felt dizzy just at the feeling of going to school and people talking about prom. It felt like a heavy stone laying on top of my head just pulling me further down and then I decided not to attend school today, which was a great choice.
I slept and slept – it almost felt like I was depressed, am I slightly depressed? I don’t know. I have never been depressed before, but I have had both family and friends who have had a depression – only I don’t know how one feels? I watched a movie, read 200 pages of a bog, ignored my computer and facebook. School just seems to useless. I graduate this summer and I have 9 exams coming up, I can’t even think about that. I fear exams. Anyway, I just couldn’t go to school today. I don’t feel like going tomorrow either, but I just have to suck it up. I’m done with school soon, hopefully, if I don’t fail everything. I love all my friends, but I am just tired of the same gossip, the same drama and all that stuff, you know? I want to start a new place fresh and with no baggage that anyone know of. Ever wanted to do that?


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